Choice.

Often, we keep questioning every choice that we made in our life. Sometimes, we hope we have the ability to turn back time so that we can make a new choice which will lead us to the good things.

You made a choice. But it didn't make you happy. Why? Did you made a wrong choice?

No dears. That is because He has planned it all for us. There is always a reason behind every mistake that you did and the mistake that you did happened under His will. Kun fayakun, He said. Yes? He let you to make mistake for you to learn from it.

If you made a wrong choice today, move on. Just don't die before the time come. There are so much to live in this life and it's all worth it. Live your life to the fullest. Smile and always pray to Allah. Even though you have to go through a lot of sorrows, believe that in the end, it's worth it.

You Are All of This To Me.

You’re the thought that  starts each morning,

The conclusion to each day.

You are in all that I do,

And everything I say.

You are the smile on my face,

the twinkle in my eyes.

the warmth inside my heart,

the fullness in my life.

You are my silly, mature, caring,

thoughtful, bright and honest guy.

The one who holds me tightly,

when I need to cry.

You are the answer for every question,

the ever-constant in my soul.

the voice that makes me weak,

the happiness in my life.

My friend, my love, my shoulder to lean on.

You are all I’ve ever wanted,

You are all I need.

You are all I’ve dreamed of,

You are all of this to me.

Those awkward first moments;

I think everything is awkward between us for the first time.

Like. . . . 

Our first conversation?

"Hi, ni sape eh?"

"Err, ni siapa?"

* * * * * * * * * *

And that day when we discovered our feelings?

"Aku suka kau la gila."

* * * * * * * * * *

Even our first photo together looks so awkward???

"You know I can just look at you all day long." -Amir Hamzah, 290717 :)

May love always blooms around us and never fade away.

270717 - New Favourite Place.

So harini dengan sengajanyaaa seorang Amir Hamzah asked me to order a burger set at his cafe just because he wants to watch how i eat burger -.- No wonder la beriya sangat suruh aku order burger even he can see how bad i want to try that chicken wings. Grr~ Yes, aku manusia yang paling comot bila makan burger even without sauce don't ask me why or how. But still, thank you awak sebab belanja :)

Jack & The Brunettes; his cafe's name. 

"My new favourite place."

And that's my handsome Mr. Jack! :D

"Saranghaeyo!"

250717 - Cookies Aiskrim is just an excuse

Not sure this ice-cream cookies taste good because it really does, or because you prepared it for me. But I like it. This cookies is as sweet as you, I couldn't resist myself.

"You want ice-cream cookies or is it because you miss me?"

Yes, I miss you actually. This cookies is just an excuse. It sounds crazy, I don't know why too. Thank you, Mr. Barista :)

* * * * * * * * * * 

"that moment when someone gives you butterflies in your tummy."

Can I just think that you sang this song for me? Let me be perasan cause your voice make me flutters. 

Kekal Bahagia by Ippo Hafiz

Ku telah melupakan dirinya
Ku telah benar-benar melepaskan
Kini aku hanya ada kamu
Mengertilah cintaku

Kuatkanlah untuk bersamaku
Teguhkan hatimu menemani aku
Menjalani waktu-waktu hidupmu
Aku kan selalu ada denganmu

Memang benar aku mencintaimu
Memang benar rasa menyayangimu
Setulusnya rasa hati ini
Hanyalah padamu

Ku harapkan engkau
Yang terakhir
Dalam hidup ini
Setia bersamamu
Hingga hujung waktu ku
Kekal bahagia selamanya

#240717 - First Date

"You're like a character from novels, a hero from kdramas."

Going out with you for the first time was awkward for me to be honest. I still remember the way you look at me when we were having coffees at Starbucks. If only you could hear how fast my heart beats during that time. . . Banyak yang kita sembangkan sampai tak sedar movie time. 

On this day too, I learnt how sweet you could be as a boyfriend. Thank you Amir, for the Starbucks and Baby Driver treat.

New Chapter.

Kita manusia cuma mampu merancang. Sebaik mana sekali pun rancangan yang kita susun, tapi penentunya adalah Allah swt. Kuasa tuhan yang tiada siapa boleh sangka dan tukar. I have to admit that. I planned, He decides.

I decided to write again and created this online diary with a hope; i could find my own happiness and be content someday. 

"Everybody has a past. Everybody lives a present. And everybody deserves a future." -Hlovate, Anthem

p/s: this blog is dedicated for you :)